Dear Sharon

I agree with you that most people are nice, except certain conditions prevent others from interacting at that simple level. I also agree with Alicia : )

alicia: anyway, nice post on human r/ships (: so totally agree with you. especially the last line too! hahaha!

Most certainly hope it was just a short, low period in your life that sparked you off into your post. There are times when we doubt ourselves and our genuine-ness, but with regards to whether you should hate yourself or not, there isn't a need to. No one should hate you too.

1. It takes a crook to catch a crook.

2. In Arts training, in order to arrive at the "truth", you have to read widely from differing points of view, both "negative" and "positive".

Lastly, I quote from King James Bible (John 8:7)
3. "So when they continued asking him, he lifted up himself, and said unto them, He that is without sin among you, let him first cast a stone at her."

In order to know what is "correct", sometimes you need to know what is "wrong". I believe you hold knowledge to both sides of the fence and you do your best to remain in the "correct" side. If at any point in time you did something that was not quite you because you weren't in a condition to act rationally, please don't blame yourself. Any normal person can identify with you. Smile!

Love,
Ke Ching